Our love fly like kites

Inspiring Infant and toddler Lecturer

avier — Wed, 03 Aug 2011 16:08:09 +0000

I have a very inspiring lecturer whom I really respect!

She is the most down to earth person I have ever met so far.

Her lectures are full of her experiences with children from 2 mths all the way up to 6 years old.

She is so cheerful and so positive towards life.

Through her lectures, my purpose and passion for working in early childhood field was revived

Work is no longer a routine and I am looking forward to teach children what she had taught me!

I looked forward to life lessons that she teaches during every lessons

One lesson that I feel strongly for is that no one is perfect.

We teach children that it is OK to make mistakes because nobody is perfect.

If you are perfect you would not be in this world.

Hence, make mistakes and learn from it.

Isn’t that so true?

Many times, we strive to be someone we are not or we pretend to know everything in the world.

We look for approval from others and that we forgot we had tried our best

This cycle will never stop unless Children realize that they are loved no matter what!

Now I have a new found purpose in life.

To spread the love from God and let Children know that it is ok to make mistakes

Unecessary worries but…

avier — Mon, 01 Aug 2011 15:52:47 +0000

Baby did not answer my call… Excessive worries in my head. I wonder if he is doing fine. I know there is nothing to worry about but as I close my eyes, nasty images were formed. Images of him meeting with an accident. But baby just returned my call and thank God he is fine!!! Time to head to bed! Btw I love my new hairstyle and baby’s new hairstyle too!!!

Felt much better after pouring out to God

avier — Thu, 21 Jul 2011 10:19:12 +0000

I do not want to elaborate much. It is work related, but no it is nor a conflict. It is just that this colleague of mine seems to be taking advantage of me when I am being nice to her.

She had an elusive mind and she does alot of things that didn’t make sense. But 1 thing I know for sure is that she is making use of me.

I poured out everything to God and it does feels better now. For I know now it is my God who takes over the situation. I rest in Him knowing that no matter what the outcome is, it will be good! Amen!

My God had prepared horses ready for my battled and victory rest in him! That really makes me feels Good. Even though she is a sister in Christ but I am sure Jesus knows what to do! Amen!

I need

avier — Mon, 13 Jun 2011 23:25:37 +0000

More books… I need to improve my english with phil li hua la standards LOL

More weight lossing… I need to make my face go back to v shape

More of baby’s presence… Am missing him already!!!

Lastly I need God!!! Can u fulfill all my wish Lord?

Nothing much to do

avier — Thu, 02 Jun 2011 10:08:50 +0000

I have basically nothing to do because I am on train. I just had the sudden desire to blog. Lol nobody’s looking anyway. Seriously I cannot wait to achieve my diploma because I don want to be studying and working at the same time. I cannot wait to save
Lots of money so I can start a family soon! Whoa whoa whoa! What a big commitment! But with God all things will work out fine I miss my school days and my crazy fellow friends  I need some life besides school and work. RAHHH~ I feel so blue

I am waiting for light to brighten my lifeless days GOD~~~

Never felt like this before

avier — Sun, 15 May 2011 14:29:13 +0000

Ok I was trying to be poetic but apparently I failed badly!!!! Anyway I am really glad and happy today! Today is a good day. Thank you daddy God for providing such a wonderful day for me! Most importantly, u provided the best boy friend one could ever have!!! Some one
Who takes care of all my needs with no regret, except for occasional nagging haha! But I am so glad that you provide Someone as wonderful as him! Thank you lord!!
Baby! I love you!!

no more fairytales

avier — Mon, 21 Mar 2011 13:59:46 +0000

No more happy endings.
No more dreams
I’m left with only the shattered pieces
I should have known better.
I deserve all these

Dear daddy God

avier — Thu, 17 Feb 2011 00:32:14 +0000

Good morning Daddy God,

God even though I am very tired today and feeling super duper sleepy and yet I haven start anything on my assignment that would be due on coming Monday. I should have been stress but somehow, I believed in you. I know that you will always be there for me and help me out of my situation. The thought of that makes me smile

I am looking forward today because I know you will have exciting things installed for me today. Ok maybe the next moment when someone else knocked against me I’ll feel super pissed! Hence I pray that you remind me to be slow to anger.

I am SOO looking forward to work even though I m tired and sleepy because I knew there is no perfect place but there will be a perfect God

Talk to you soon lord

A letter to God

avier — Mon, 14 Feb 2011 16:07:24 +0000

Dear Daddy Almighty God,

I’m a happy girl today. It had been a great valentine for me be it the day before yesterday, last night or even today. It truely was amazing. Nothing major or upsetting happened recently. In fact many great and amazing things had occured both materialistically or emotionally. I thank you for it daddy God. All this wonderful happening made me reflect more. I have to thank you for your wisdom as I would never had figured this out myself .

Lord I now realize that people will always be saying negative things about you, the job or everything else. It’s now up to us if we want to believe them or your promises . I chose to believe in you Lord! You gave me a second chance to work with a group I want. This time I’ll make full use of this opportunity to trust in you . I believe you have something great for me through this arrangement Lord. Just like you had something great for me when you gave me this current job . Thank you for loving me all these time despite my unbelief. You’re truly an AWESOME God!

So now Lord, I have a few request . Please help me to learn to humble myself. I can never do it alone and I definitely need your help. Please help me to learn to be more forgiving and start looking at the good side of everyone . Lastly lord, please bless Ken yang, his family, my family and everyone I know including softie with healthy body. Let them know how awesome you are and make me a testimony of your faithfulness .

In Jesus name, I pray Amen.

It’s time to bid goodbye.

avier — Tue, 14 Dec 2010 11:11:22 +0000

Ok time to say good bye! Ok no I am definitely not talking about closing this blog. So many memories here, be it good, sad, silly, happy or even stupid! hahah definitely a nono to delete this blog.

I’ve tendered my resignation letter and confirmed leaving by 20 jan. This means…. I have to start looking for a job again! hhahah! Hopefully, I can find a better one this time

A place where I can …. Grow.

Next up, taking care of a dog is NOT easy. Thank God I have Ken yang there for me when I need him!
Oh man! I can’t wait for next week as I’ll be going on a short holiday with my dearest! YAY!!! SEXCITED!!!!